A few friends wrote to me alarmed and saddened by the poem I wrote, Haunted. They mentioned I am always ‘so positive’ and encouraged me not to lose hope. Some encouraged me to share positive thoughts as they tend to see me do, rather than to succumb to the plentiful doom.
So I thought I’d share a few related thoughts:
1) no, I am not in a state of deep depression, or suicidal, and I am not about to give up on our mission;
2) I am a human being like everyone else, who has worries and doubts and fears, and I have always had these; indeed, this is what drives me to try to prevent such dark vision from prevailing;
3) when I made the commitment to write this blog, I decided I needed to be true to myself and those who read this journal, so it will continue to reflect the reality of my feelings at the moment when I use the journal to share them, and my best efforts to provide an accurate reflection of what I see happening around me;
4) I am sobered up and increasingly worried that time is running out, that partisan hatred is so deep, that all the best efforts of OneVoice, and PeaceWorks, and the hundreds of groups working in this space will not be enough if we don’t achieve the critical mass necessary, which requires ordinary citizens to recognize their power and responsibility to join this effort;
5) the challenge requires MORE, not less dedication to it; and so OneVoice is already working on several fronts to strengthen its efforts, as is the PeaceWorks Foundation;
6) I wrote "Haunted" late at night after watching the very poignant and powerful but sad movie The Black Book, which brought back memories of what my Father went through during the Holocaust, and marrying that with the growing animosity overtaking the Middle East, and the increasing sadness I personally feel at seeing so much hatred, so much suffering, so much anger, so much partisanship and dehumanization.
7) The silver lining is that a lot of this anger and hatred is also a sign of the winds of change. Groups opposing a two state solution are mobilizing with passion because they also see the writing on the wall; my only hope is that they won’t see a two-state-solution as their defeat, but their opportunity – not an opportunity for total justice as they may envision it, as total justice is by definition unattainable when seeking a political agreement and historical compromise among two parties, but an opportunity for them to help build a better future for their children and for the children of the region.
The window of opportunity for resolving the Israeli-Palestinian conflict through a two-state agreement is closing, and with that the hope for building hope and prosperity for the overwhelming majorities on both sides that cherish that.
9) The prospect of this region becoming an eternal battleground is truly scary.
10) This conflict is not intractable today. I hope we will seize the opportunity before it gets too late.
11) Change is not going to come about without action from the ordinary citizens on both sides whose lives are most affected.